There was a change of plan malam tadi - tak jadi plak tengok Sumpahan Pocong tu - that'll reserved for next week - providing that they are still showing the movie lah kan... next Friday sempena Halloween - kat Malaysia ni tak celebrate so celebrate la sendiri hehehe.
So we ended up watching a not so bad movie called 'House Bunny' - kelakar a jugak for suka-suka untuk tengok awek-awek cun ala-ala model Playboy boleh la. Hehehe ye, sapa lagi kalau bukan A nak tengok. My choice in movies memang akan citer hantu but A la suka comedy - boleh la layan once in a while. Quite funny though cerita dia.


Dinner pun tak jadi kat Chili's sebab ramai sangat orang biasa la KL bila lepas hujan petang-petang tu kan maka lambat la A sampai my office to pick me up - so ada tinggal masa to gobble apa yang sempat je la. So we decided to go to Signatures Level 2 Food Court dan makan kat one of our favourite stalls kat situ - the Western Food stall, so makan la mixed grill.
Then malam tadi aku macam hangin sket ngan A, bukan angin la, macam rasa nak merajuk la, sebab dia insist on going back to his om's house malam semalam jugak - memang la weekend dia selalu balik but last night masa kami sampai dah midnight, he still wanted to go home, katanya his mother nak pinjam my car nak pi beraya pepagi...adeh, apa nak buat terima je la. Bukan apa, walau dah 7 tahun kami sama, every time A nak pi memana dan tinggalkan aku sorang-sorang aku akan still terasa nak nangis. I am just so bad at saying goodbyes walaupun kejap je. Bukan tak biasa pun kene tinggal-tinggal ni... weekend orang lain spend time dengan family, dengan hubby dia, aku selalunya sorang-sorang. A balik pun on Sunday selalunya la dah petang. Then on weekdays kami duk cakap pun pakai YM and the little time we have before going to sleep. Kekadang tak cakap langsung - just a good night kiss and a routine hug in the morning. Haih, komplen macamana pun, aku tetap sayang kat A and I know there's nothing that would come in between A and me. Not anymore (ada la sejarahnya dulu) Nanti-nanti la aku citer. This morning at 7 he sent me a text message dengan perkataan berbunga-bunga. I guess A knows aku macam merajuk but what I want is for him to be with me, right here, like any other happy couples. Am I pathethic or what?